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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

A moment of silence

I'll not be posting for the next few days in spite of all the Cloth Wipe commotion. I just don't have the energy nor does it seem right... My husband was diagnosed with an incurable form of blood cancer today.

I'll start posting again this Sunday if only, at the very least, to provide myself with a distraction.

103 Crunchy Thoughts:

Charles said...

Very sorry to hear of your unhappy news but glad to embrace you lovingly with support and share your challenges with my kind thoughts for you.

Charles (in Missouri)

Korin said...

I'm a new reader to your blog, but sending you love, light and strength and healing in this time. May your family and friends gather around you and support you.

emily said...

My thoughts will be with you and your family. Wishing you all the support and love in the world,

Emily

nichole said...

Here to support you... hugs.

cat from Scaling Back said...

I'm sorry

the artist said...

sending you support and sympathy from West Seattle. If you need local support of any sort send up a flare. I'm sorry to hear your bad news.

Isle Dance said...

Oh my gosh. I am so very sorry.

Isle Dance said...

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Capturing Today said...

Know that my prayers are with you!

Jess said...

I'm so sorry to hear the Deana. I cannot not imagine what you guys must be feeling. Please know that I will be praying for him during this time.

Kim said...

I am so sorry to hear your bad news. Our family will be praying for your family.

Kim

Jen said...

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

lightening said...

I've only been reading a couple of days but wanted to send my deepest sympathies and warmest wishes to you all at this time. Thinking of you.

anna banana said...

oh my gosh. i'm so sorry for your bad news :( i can't even imagine.

sending good vibes in your family's direction.

Deb G said...

I'm wishing for you that all the support you and your family needs comes your way...

Naturemama said...

I'll be keeping your family in my thoughts.

Britta said...

I've never posted a comment before but wanted to let you know I'm sorry for your pain and wish you and your family much love.

loving green said...

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Wishing you support & love to be at your side.

Believe~

Sam @ Loving Green

Anonymous said...

I am sending the most positive thoughts and healing vibes into the universe for you and your family.

Erin

Anonymous said...

My heart is hurting for you. I pray that you and your husband find peace and love. I am sending you loving thoughts and wishes for you and your families

Chile said...

What a shock this must have been for both of you. We're here for you in whatever way we can provide support. Hugs.

Fanny said...

I'm a new reader of your blog, and already have been delighted and inspired by it. I am so sorry to hear about your news. Wishing you love, peace, and healing. May you find support in your loved ones. Miracles DO HAPPEN.

Raw Vegan Mama said...

I am at a loss for the "right" words. I had to re-read the entry 3 or 4 times to be sure I read it correctly. I am shocked.

I can't imagine the pain, fear and anger you are feeling right now. You are in my thoughts, prayers, and in my heart.

Please email me if you feel like "talking". I'd be more than happy to lend an ear.

All the Best,

RVM

rawveganmama@gmail.com

Rechelle said...

Prayers are with you Crunchy.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry. I will be praying for you and your family.

-Kristin (long-time reader/first-time poster)

Theresa said...

I wish you peace and comfort as you come to terms with this news. Tomorrow evening my family and I are walking in an event put on by the Lymphoma, Leukemia and Myeloma Society of Canada in support of my sister-in-law who was also recently diagnosed with a blood cancer (lymphoma). We will walk for you and your husband as well.

just me said...

I'm so sorry. Take care of yourselves. We'll be thinking of you.

Lynne said...

I am praying for you and your family.

Anonymous said...

My prayers are with you and your family.

Greenpa said...

Crunchy-

oh, my dear. I am so very sorry. My heart goes out to you and all your family. If I can do anything - let me know.

Presto said...

My heart goes out to you and your family.

Leigh said...

I'm so sorry.

Rockin' Granola said...

I'm so very sorry. Please, know that you have the thoughts and prayers of my family. Your blog is such an inspiration to me! Please, know that there is a great big community here on the internet thinking of you and your family during this time. Best Wishes!

cm said...

I'm sending good thoughts to you, your husband and your family. Everyone in the green blogging community is pulling for you all.

Sandy said...

Oh Crunch! I'm sitting here at work trying to not cry! I know that I don't really *know* you, but I read your blog every day and I feel as if I do...not in a stalker-y way, but in a kindred spirit way...gosh, I'm so sorry.

I am just so sorry.

I will be praying for you and your husband and children. I live in the PDX area and I would be happy to help you in any way you see fit, even if it is to lend an ear. With all you have given to us (your readers) it is the least I can do. Let me know if you want my e-mail address....

God Bless.

Ashley said...

I'm so sad...Prayers and support.

Henna said...

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Melanie said...

Crunchy,
I've been reading your blog for a while now, and like others have said, feel like I know you. I am so sorry to hear your news. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Know that there are many of us out here that care and will offer what support we can to you and yours, even if it's only to lend an ear.
*hugs*
-Melanie

Susanne said...

Thinking of you and your family.

(Hugs)

Turtle said...

I'm so sorry. Will keep you and your family in my thoughts.

Trina

Anonymous said...

I hope you know from the fraction of us who have written, there are many more lurkers/readers - we are all connected to you. Your pain is felt. Know that I send you my most healing thoughts and feelings.

Anonymous said...

Joining the others with many positive and loving thoughts for you and your family.

Anna said...

Am sending many positive thoughts your way from south Seattle (Renton). Thanks for your blog and all your sharing, I'll be thinking about you and your family.

Christy said...

Oh God, I'm so sorry! You'll be in my thoughts. If there is anything we can do let us know.

Jan said...

I've been lurking for a long time but can't stay silent after this news. Your husband and all the family are in my thoughts. Just wish there was something - anything - I could do for you.

Jan

Susanna a.k.a. Cheap Like Me said...

I'm so sorry. You will have so many thoughts and prayers coming your way.

Stella said...

I'm very sorry about this sad news and will be thinking about you and your family during your moment of silence.

Heidi said...

Please don't hesitate to write. Having been through the most difficult year of my life - caring for my father and grandmother before they passed - I can tell you that writing helped keep me sane. Even if it seems like gibberish, it helps.

Know that the people who love you are holding you up with healing thoughts and prayers.

And if you need to take a walk, take a walk. Don't forget to breathe. (HUG)

Leah said...

So so sorry to hear of your husband's illness. I am sending you and your family lots of healing energy and strength. I have been enjoying your blog for some time now and I'm just over in Wallingford if you need support locally.

Cindy in FL said...

I am also so sorry to hear this. I can't imagine what you are going through. The will to survive can be very strong. My thoughts are with you and your family.

Anonymous said...

Hang in there kid. You're in my prayers.

Liz said...

Oh, Crunchy, I'm so very sorry to hear your news. Take care of yourself.

QT said...

Deanna - I am so, so sorry to hear this. I will be keeping you in my thoughts.

Oldnovice said...

WOW; that's a BIG one. I'm SO sorry, Crunchy.

crstn85 said...

Sending positive energy, wishing there was more I could do.

Anonymous said...

I'm so very sorry to hear this. Positive thoughts to you and your family from the CD in Seattle.

Jamie

Jane said...

So sorry to hear of your news. Gather your troops and hold tight. Love, peace, strength and all other good wishes for your family.

Mel said...

I'm very sorry to hear of your sad news. Prayers for your family.

~Mel

Sarah said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your husband's illness. I'll be sending him and you warm thoughts!

kitty said...

You are a strong, compassionate, and resourceful woman, and these traits will help you navigate these new and scary waters. My thoughts will be with you and your family. Take care.

jenny mae. said...

many prayers being lifted up on your behalf. ((hugs))

Crazy Mumma said...

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Know that I'll be sending you lots of positive thoughts and healing vibes.

Regards, Julie (in Australia)

Activist Mommy said...

I am so very sorry to har about what you and your family are going through. Many thoughts being sent out your way .

nichole said...

I should have added: if you need a babysitter just to have a break, let me know. I'm going to be a teacher, my fingerprints are on file. ; )

barefoot gardener said...

Oh, hun.

My thoughts are with you...

((((((HUGS)))))

Elizabeth said...

I'm so sorry about your husband's illness. I am praying for grace and peace for your family.

Cheryl said...

I'm so sorry to hear this, Deanna. Wishing you much strength and peace.

BreD said...

my thoughts are with you and your family. love & light, breana

sue said...

I'm so sorry to hear this news. My thoughts are with you and your family.

Beth in the Fake Plastic Fish Tank said...

Wow. I just left a comment on the previous post about the book group. Now it seems trivial in light of this news. I'm so sorry. Will be thinking of you.

Laura said...

Hey you.

I'm not sure what's going on but I'm so sorry to hear it. Keep me posted. Much love always,

~Laura

deliberately said...

We are so deeply sorry for the news. Our thoughts and prayers will include you and your family. Please let us know if there is anything at all we can do.

Angel said...

Your family is in my thoughts.

Angel

Jill said...

I am so sorry to hear of this news. I will be thinking of you and your family. Like other readers, I feel I have come to 'know' you. I send you all my hope and support your way.

shawn said...

I am so saddened and angered to hear of thid diagnosis. Prayers are with your family.

Seattle is a leading city for cancer treatments. 'Incurable' sounds daunting and horrible, yet so many advances have been made. Treatments are much less toxic and there are medications to deal with the side effects. Of course, that does not help the shock you must be experiencing. I am a 20 year survivor - have hope in miracles.

With much love to your family, shawn

Anne-Marie said...

To echo what Sean said. My friend's dad was also diagnosed with lymphoma while we were in high school (I am almost 30 now). He went to Mayo for treatment and while it is something he will have to deal with for the rest of his, he lives a pretty normal, active life. I just saw him at his daughter's wedding this summer looking fitter than ever. He runs competitively still. Keep your spirits up, there is definitely hope.

elixir said...

I am so sorry to hear your news.
I just finished reading a fascinating chapter on cancer in "The Fourfold Path to Healing" by Thomas Cowan, MD that you might find lends hope to the possibility of fighting this cancer. Also, have you ever heard of the milk cure? I pray you find peace and enjoyment of each other during this time.

Chris said...

Sis, this is so awesome how your bloggers are supporting you! I am at the airport in San Diego heading up to Seattle to help out where I can! See you soon... i love you!

Your bro,
Chris

Morgan said...

You and your family will be in my thoughts. I'm sorry to hear about this news.

Vanessa said...

Wow, this is so upsetting to read... I hope you and your family are holding up OK in this tough time. All my love goes out to you.

Kelly said...

Oh my, praying that God pours out His love, strength, comfort and healing on your husband, you and your family.

just ducky said...

No, no, no, no, no! I want to be supportive and caring like everyone else, but cancer really pisses me off. You have young children. I know life isn't fair, but this just seems horribly wrong! Of course, my thoughts are with you---I don't even "know" you and I have tears in my eyes...Maybe I'm being ticked off for you as well...my sister (who has 3 children all under 13 (1 who has Rett Syndrome) has the most aggressive form of breast cancer...she just started chemo 4 weeks ago and they don't know if she'll live or not...All I can think is F*CK CANCER!!! I don't mean to be crude and drop the f bomb...but I'm pissed off...and so very, very sorry for you...

Jan said...

I am so sorry to hear of your pain and will keep you and yours in my prayers.

Tina said...

I'm sorry and I'm praying!

nomikins said...

My heart is with you. Peace.

Green Bean said...

I'm so sorry to hear this! I am a regular lurker. Positive thoughts to you and your family!

Lisa said...

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Ruby said...

Keep your chin up! I'm sure you'll all get through this with plenty of crunch and sass.

Sally said...

Dear Crunchy,

I haven't been visiting your blog for awhile but to come back tonight and find your so very sad news... I am so very very sorry! Take as many "moments of silence" as you need. Your husband and you are in my thoughts and I send my warmest wishes for strength and comfort during this time.

Sally (back in Iowa)

Riley & Tiki said...

We are very sorry. We will purr for your husband.

Ayomide said...

I am so sorry to hear about your recent news. My thoughts and best wishes are with you,and I hope your family is able to overcome is hurdle!

-Ayomide

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family.

pat farquharson said...

Have hope. I was told 5 years ago that my relapsed lymphoma was untreatable and here I am. Try anything. Get into a trial. Hang on. Vanessa and I understand how hard this is- our thoughts and prayers are with you.

danica said...

Am reading your blog post late... hope one extra electronic hug will help.

kristine said...

My heart goes out to you and your family.

Alina said...

Deanna, I'm so very sorry. I wish you strength to get through this hardship. All the best to you and your family.

Mrs. Bick said...

I know you don't know me, but I wanted to drop you a note of love and support. I am so sorry that this is the hand your family has been dealt. Our nephew was diagnosed with an aggressive brain cancer at six months old, so we have had a front row seat for their journey. Our prayers and thoughts will be with you all as you travel on this journey.

Terri said...

Wow. I have no words. Prayers, thoughts, positive vibes, and anything you need. We are all here to help. Just ask.

Piddler said...

I've piddled away the summer and checked back in today to find this awful blow to the belly. Like others here, I feel I know you and your family and I'm very sorry you will have to veer off the good path you were on to tread this other path that has been forced upon you and your family. I think it will be hard but I don't fear too much for you because you are smart and kind and resourceful and you will find a good way. That's what Crunchy Chicken's do.

mamalove said...

You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Plastic Fighter said...

Hope you and your family stay in good spirits. So sorry to hear this news. Jessie in SF

sustainablemer said...

how sad your news is. the oncologist i worked for (as a chemotherapy nurse) had stats indicating that 85% of cancers are caused or exacerbated by environmentals. how unfair that those who are trying to undue the damage are themselves then damaged. as previous bloggers have said, incurable isn't always incurable. remember that cancers are becoming chronic diseases--always there like diabetes or renal disease, but often with treatment which gives quality of life. my father and his father both had blood cancers and i feel i know a bit of your pain. blessings, emmer

Sonya said...

I will be praying for you and your family. This is my first visit to your blog and I hate that it's on sad terms. However, this gives me great opportunity to lift your hubby up in prayer. Be strong.